1. |
Fittings & Stuff
00:40
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I’ve been placing fittings for a whole year now
And I do not like that, it makes me feel sad
I’ve been emptying boxes and I dont like that
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2. |
Ashtray
02:29
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Did you even listen
To what the ashtray had to say
Cause he might have some answers
And you should look forward to hear ‘em
Since I’m not feeling good
And he’s the only one who knows that
Cause now I’m troubled, while I sleep
Now i’m troubled while I sleep
And I wonder if we could only ask ourselves these questions
Are we meaningless or are we just lacking of purpose?
Cause, I’ve been so anxious and he’s the only one who knows that
Now I’m troubled while I sleep
Now I’m troubled while I sleep
There’s nothing else left that a can of Pabst Blue Ribbon can tell
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3. |
Stay In
03:04
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Run while you can
‘Cause it might be the last time
You’ll get to go wherever you want,
Whenever you want to
‘Cause long story short
Soon you’ll surely find yourself
Unwilling to go to some place else
And long story short
What else could it be
Unless you disagree
I’ve got these evidences in my mind that you can’t refute
Since you’ve seemed better off at home
Trying to figure out what’s missing
What’s keeping you from seeing clearly
And you wish you would have said those things
(I wish I would have said those things)
To you friend (already)
So you (So I)
Could have left it all behind
But I, I’ll stay in for a while
I’ll stay in for a while
Instead of hanging out with you
And I, I'll be gone for a while
I'll be gone for a while
Trying to think this trough
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4. |
Something Beautiful
03:07
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Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about myself
And how I ended up here
Completely addicted and somehow disconected
To my feelings
But it might be the ashes burning in my blood
That keeps me high, most of the time
And made all the beauty of life
Vanish from my eyes
But they never told you how hard it was gonna get
Dropping out of school, filled with brief regrets
But now you look ahead
And choose to stay in bed
It’s getting boring faster everyday
Fighting to stay awake
I hit a wall that coffee can’t break
And I guess, I just need a break
And then another week goes by
Half a day at a time, ‘cause you know
Working eight to five isn’t usually nice
But I hate it this time
And they never told you how hard it was gonna get
Feeling left alone, filled with deep regrets
Now you won’t look ahead
Or even get outta bed
But take your time
It won’t change ‘til you get home
To take your time
To create something beautiful
So take your time
It won’t change ‘til you get home
To take your time
To create something beautiful
(But the thoughts in your head won’t go away)
(There’s nothing you can do to make it feel okay)
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5. |
Relax
01:41
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It’s getting boring in a way that I never felt before
Just the idea that something new won’t come in my way at all
So what’s next, ‘cause I need to get out of my head
It’s been bad enough the last couple of days
I wake up a 9:35
And I’m already high by eleven
I don’t know what to do, or what to say
Since I’ve got no one to talk to
And it’s getting boring
I’m getting bored
And it’s not preventing my stone ass to get off the couch today
To be stuck under a blanket over-protecting me from the cold
So what’s next, ‘cause I need to get out of my head
It’s been bad enough the last couple of weeks
And I just need
To relax
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6. |
Silhouettes
03:05
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Is it me or it’s not what I wanted
Or it’s just another thing
Am I wrong or everything
Just drives me mad?
And I wish, that you could start again
Lookin’ around and all I see is just
A distant silhouette
And I cried all day
Sitting on my bed
Tryin’ to think of anything else than that
Is it just another phase?
Is it just some other faces?
Am I wrong or they’re just
Silhouettes in the distance
And they’re looking at me
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7. |
On&On
03:17
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It’s the story of a man that I know so well
He’s a dreamer in denial and he can’t complain
To anyone, ‘cause no one wants to hear
A guy who’s getting pretty heavy and sounds kind of weird
When he wakes up
He’s feeling old
And his bedroom
Is getting pretty fucking cold
To drunk to go to bed, he crashed on my couch
Painting pictures with his hands in his blurry eyes
Moving slowly to the left, then he fell asleep
So I went straight to my bed and started thinking that
When he wakes up
He’ll be feeling old
Wherever his room was
It’ll be getting cold
And tomorrow mornin’
I hope he finds a better place
Cause too many people
Like me might end up just like him
Though he taught me a lesson
You better see the bright side of what’s happening
It won’t come again, it’s your only chance
You can’t only wish that things will fix themselves
But it doesn’t matter (it doesn’t matter)
It doesn’t matter it (it doesn’t matter)
When he’ll wake up
He’ll be feeling old
No matter what time it is
He’ll be getting cold
So god bless his soul
You know he’s lost control
Can’t buy him more time but
That’s how life goes
And it goes on
It goes on
And it goes on
On and on
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8. |
Small Talk
00:47
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I’m sorry
I might not be
As scared as you are
‘Cause now that I’m twenty
I feel like the worst is yet to come
So why should we care
At least I don’t
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9. |
Without Notice
02:50
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Can you tell me what’s going on
Cause I can’t tell right now
You were my by best friend
Then a second later you’re gone
Without notice and It kept me wondering
Why did you leave me for them
It’s been months since
The last time we hung out alone
And I need to
Talk about the things that I hate
Like we used to
Before you left me for dead
Lies or betrayals
I can’t say which one is the worst
But in my opinion
Mathematically they’re the same
And I guess
I won’t wait again
The time has come to find some new friends
Some that won’t screw me
And some of them might actually care
Why did you leave me for them
It’s been months since
The last time we hung out alone
And I need to
Talk about the things that I hate
Like we used to
Before you left me for dead
Completly lost in the haze
I’m tired
And here my time goes to waste
And I need to
Get back on the track
If I wanna know
Why did you leave me for dead
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10. |
Emerald Green
03:42
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I thought I’d be capable
Of feeling your feelings
But the moment I start smoking
My good will is hiding
And my heart has been running
So fast, this past week
And I wonder how I can help you
While I’m wandering alone in my room
I’m afraid I’ll deceive you
At one point or another
Cause I’ve been screwing around
I’ve been screwing a lot of things
I wish I could grow old
But I’m tired of being miserable
Since the first time I saw you
I just need you around me
Whatever the knife that you take
To mark in my head
And you know I’ve been smoking
You know I’ve been drinking
A lot
It’ll take some time, I guess
Or maybe I’ll never completely recover
But for now I’m just dying
On the inside
I doubt I’ll be capable
Of feeling your feelings
Cause my goodwill keeps hiding out
And I don’t want your sympathy
I just want your misery away from me
I dont know what I’m looking
For but i know that I’ll find it
Anyway
And I don’t want your sympathy
I just want your misery away from me
I dont know what I’m looking
For but i know that I’ll find it
Anyway
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11. |
Interlude
02:41
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I know it sounds dumb
But I need it to stand for myself
And I know that it’s bad for me
But yet I feel so guilty to need it
‘Cause since we’ve been together
It’s been a part of my life and I’m sorry
‘Cause I like it
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12. |
I Got High
03:21
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I got high
And then you cut my hair
While Pavement was playing
The hair went everywhere
I got high
And then I dyed your hair
Yellow, green, pink
And everything in between
I feel it coming, coming up to me
The reasons why I love you will mutate over time
And the reasons, oh the reasons they never stop
To appear to me
I got high
And then you want a back rub
And I’m lucky
‘Cause it’s the thing you needed the most
I got high
And then you rubbed my back
Well you know
It’s the best thing that we got
I feel it coming, coming up to me
The reasons why I love you will mutate over time
And the reasons, oh the reasons they never stop
To appear to me
And I feel it coming, coming up to me
The reasons why I love you will mutate over time
And the reasons, oh the reasons they never stop
To appear to me
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13. |
C U Soon
04:43
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I guess I’m leaving, in the morning
Gotta pack my memories and leave
Though this year ends on misunderstanding
From the things we left unsaid
I gotta say, that it’s been great
I had two of my best friends
But now, I’m gonna start to say these things
Please god help me out
But I’m not leaving
For too long
I’m not leaving
I’ll be there all along
I hope that those words are true
And I wish that I’d come through
See you soon
I’m gonna miss you
And I hope everything will be fine
I won’t be around, I’ll be around
I won’t be around, I’ll be around
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